February

Since my brain has become disfunctional because of tests, homework, and such I have decided to write about February.

My birthday is in February. I'm kind of dreading turning fourteen. That means that I am going to high school this year. I mean its a given but I feel like time is running out. My mom is being really lame about it. She said that considering she has to pay for all the food (cake, pizza, etc.) and drinks, she won't give me a present. I can't even object because she will just give me a dirty look and say that I'm a greedy and ungrateful person. I can't really say anything bad though. She has barely had any sleep since the baby has been born and she is hopefully going to help me with college. For anyone wondering I was kidding about the second part.

My friend's birthday is tomorrow and I was able to pull some balloons together and get her a gift but my balloons are drooping and my gift is a hand made bracelet. Really lame but I hope she likes it. After all this will be her last birthday with us.

My friend is moving a week after my birthday. It really stinks because she is moving to the other side of the country so it's not like we can see each other often. It's depressing to know that I won't have anyone to walk home with. I guess I'll have to email her like crazy.

February is a winter month which means I have school. I like winter here because it isn't very cold. This really defeats the purpose of calling it winter. If we get lucky, or unlucky considering I don't like the cold, we might get a rainy day or sometimes even a little bit of snow up in the mountains.

All in all February is a month of joy and sadness. For me it truly encompasses my feelings. A warm ray of sunshine that warms me while I stand in the middle of a frozen world of change and uncertainty. So I will love this month and I will enjoy all it has to offer.