The Best Dance Ever

When my friend M*** said that she wasn't coming to the dance I got really bummed out. I thought about not going but I had already bought the ticket and there are no refunds so I went.

At first it was really slow. Practically no one was there. I followed S******and J***** as we searched for our stalkies. They weren't there.

Then we went through the path for wheelchair kids and found ourselves blocked by some 7th graders with their feet on both sides of the path. We pushed our way through.
"We made it across the bridge of fags," I said and we all started laughing.

After that we went downstairs with K**** and snuck into the game room (none of us wanted to pay the $1 entrance fee). There we found E***, Link, and some other former stalkies of ours. They were playing Guitar Hero (or something like that) and we decided to join in. We split the microphone between the four of us and sang to any songs we knew. We failed a bunch of times but we still managed a few songs like Don't Stop Believing and (Don't Fear) the Reaper. When we played Pretty Fly (for a white guy) by the Offspring everyone other than E*** failed. At one point another girl and C***** joined in.
It was so sad when we had to leave but both J***** and S****** didn't have rides so I offered to give them one. We had to wait until C****, my mom's husband came to pick us up. My mom told me that we had to wait where she usually picked me up which was on the other side of the school.

I started to run across the field as fast as I could. I heard J***** close behind and S*** a little further away. We met up with K**** at the front of the school.
My mom called me again to tell me that C**** would leave work soon and that we should wait. While she was telling me this, J*****, S***, and K**** were saying that I was hot or thanks for the drugs in really deep, funny voices. After I closed the phone I told them to shut up. I grabbed S***'s empty pixie stick (the big one) and started whacking K**** with it.
Then K****'s dad came and picked her up. We shouted "Thanks for the alcohol" and "thanks for the drugs" as she jumped in the car. I hope she doesn't get in trouble cause we were just joking (of course).

We ran a little more to where C**** was supposed to pick us up and laid down on the grass. I was really thirsty so I asked S*** for a waterfall. It was cold and refreshing but it also went down my shirt and on my pants. We laughed even harder. The people across the street must have thought we were crazy. We didn't care.

Then the Santa on the fire truck passed by and we waved so that we could get candy canes. They didn't just throw it, they chucked it. We ran into the street and I almost got run over in an attempt to get a candy cane. At least it tasted good. We lay back on the ground and laughed so hard that we almost choked on the candy canes. We laughed some more and talked about why Santa had tried to murder us with candy canes.

I remembered a theory we made up earlier that day. We had said that since coal was so expensive Santa's going to give you the runs if you were being bad. We laughed at that too.

Then this guy pulled up by where we were laying down. He was in a long black volvo and had a weird look on his face. For a while he just stood there so I got bored and shouted, "If your not gonna put us in the trunk of your car then you might as well leave."
As if by magic he looked at his backseat and then turned around and drove away. We laughed again.

Carey finally came and we headed over to J*****'s house. It took her forever to tell us whether to turn left or right so I asked her if she was dyslexic. She said that she could read just fine. I told her that I don't think dyslexia is only when your reading.
"I'm not dislec... disl... uhhh," S*** tried to say.
"Are you sure?" I asked and we all started laughing.

When we got to Jackie's house her front door was locked so me and S*** laughed as Jackie through her hands in the air and stomped off to the back door. We started toward S***'s house.

It was easier to follow her instructions and we got there really fast.

I calmed down a bit. I felt kind of sad now that I was all rational and the fun of the evening seemed to die down. So here I am, writing it all down so a little bit of the feeling remains. It feels nice to do this.

P.S. For all you bums who didn't come, you missed out on a lot of fun. :P

Life, Death, and Immortality

I was falling asleep last night when I thought about what it would feel like to be old. I had such a clear picture in my head that it scared me. I wondered how fast time would fly between now and then. It made me wonder about life, death, and the prospect of immortality.

Life seems like a dream sometimes. The time seems to slip through my fingers like water and the only trace left of it are the tiny drops that are my memories. Sometimes it seems like my life is some big reality show. However said that life is like a lemon was spot on in my opinion. Sometimes I think that it would be nice not to feel pain, sorrow, jealousy,or longing but without feeling these things we would take all of the good things for granted and miss the most remarkable moments of life. I'm a gotta-see-it-to believe-it kind of person but I do believe that being able to feel love, pain, happiness, and even anger are miracles. Without feelings I would not feel alive. I think that true happiness can only be achieved by feeling all of the other emotions (good and bad) and letting myself bask in the moment.

I'm afraid of death. I'm also a little excited. What comes next? Will I feel? Is there a heaven and hell or is death just a gray void? Or will I be reincarnated? I have traveled a little around the world so I'm not afraid of the unknown as long as it's on Earth because, when I think about it, it's not really that unknown. I know that I am still on Earth, I usually know where on Earth that is, and I know that I can go home. Death is totally different. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know if I'll be alone or with the ones I love, I don't even know if I will be able to feel anything. That doesn't matter to me as much as the knowledge that there is no going back. If I don't like what happens or even if I become a hallow shell with no feelings or memories I won't be able to wish it all away and come back to life. I can accept that I will die and sometimes I become very curious but I still have that fear of never coming back. Of leaving the nice, cozy familiar things that anchor me here and stepping into the cold and uncertain unknown. Death is the future but when I die will I have a future? Will I have a past or present? Moreover will I still have my memories. I don't think I could stand to loose all of the things that make me who I am.

Everyone has wanted to live forever once in their lifetime. Usually it's when they are younger and they feel that they will be invincible if only they wouldn't...uh...couldn't get old. I don't want to grow older. I have a very comfortable lifestyle where I don't really do any work and I get to complain about it too. I don't want to have to grow up and get a job and I definitely don't want to pay bills and the like. I don't think that I'm ugly (call me vain). I do put myself down sometimes but it's only to help a friend with their confidence by letting them know that we're all human and have our flaws. Back to topic. Immortality seems like the way to go, you don't get old, you don't die, and you get to see everything in history unfold (rise and fall of empires, wars, peace, etc.) but being immortal won't stop time from outrunning you. Imagine being stuck while you watch your time pass you by. Not to mention having all of your loved ones die right before your eyes. Their lives would seem like flowers, blossoming and them wilting as the great wind of time scoops up the petals and takes them away. And no matter how fast you run or how much you try, you will never be able to catch them. In truth though I feel like I would give anything for immortality I have to take these facts into consideration. So yes I would consider immortality if it were possible but no one can truly live forever, because death and time have a way of getting you no matter how fast you run or where you hide.

Hope I left you with a few things to think about. See you tomorrow.

Happy Birthday

Happy Birthday to my Blogger Friend!!!
I made sure that I blogged this at the latest I could in case you die on your birthday. :P I am so jealous that your 14 already. Wait for me!!!!! I wanted to get you the best birthday present but I guess I'll have to wait until the party. If you want a hint to what it is lets say SHOPPING SPREE. Anyway have a happy birthday and I'll see you tomorrow.

Beautiful Lie

Since we were little we have always been told that lies are bad. Our parents taught us that the truth will set you free, that the world would be a better and happier place if everyone said the truth. I don't really agree to that.

I think that people use lies as a kind of protection. A wall between the world that their minds create and the true world. The fake world has its ups and downs but we still feel like we're in control of everything around us, but put the lies aside and you find yourself in a world where you are just a pawn of society and whatever you do doesn't matter whatsoever. That would be scary.

When you think about it we all have to lie sometimes. We start with small ones like "he did it" or "the dog ate my homework" to more sophisticated ones like adultery or thievery as we get older. Everyone lies and your lying to yourself if you say that you don't.

Secrets.
In a world where we only speak the truth there would not be any secrets. That is a hard thing to imagine. To have your darkest thoughts and your worst memories known by everyone that you love. Many people say that if someone loves you enough then they will also love your faults. NO one loves your faults. They may love you enough not to take them into consideration but no one will ever appreciate you for all of the bad things you have done. People's judgement is harsh even by those that you love.

So in short I believe that lies and secrets are necessary to everyone. The truth may set you free but takes a hell of a lot of guts to say it.

Last Post of the Summer

Sorry friends but I won't be able to blog this summer. i promise to blog the minute I come home or find another internet access. I hope you like the pictures of the boys I meet in France and Italy!!!! Bye and i really will miss you guys...uh... girls. :)

Sudden Spark

I was thinking of something that my mom told me a while back. She said that there were three things that you don't discuss if you don't want to get into a fight with someone. I will now discuss the one that is probably the worst; Religion. Now please remember that this is my opinion and I'm not trying to convert anyone to my way of thinking. So hear me out or don't read this whatsoever. Your choice.

I believe that religion is as much corrupt as it is necessary. Religion is needed because we as humans need an explanation of the miracles of the world. Also we need to feel like there is some meaning to our existence and that we continue after our deaths. I can't possibly imagine just an abrupt end to everything. Not being able to be conscious in body or spirit. Man itself is not ready to face the possibility of nothing for we have never felt the true nothing. So we make religion to have a possibility of an unreal paradise.

The interesting thing about heaven and hell is that we experience these places in our minds every day. Heaven might be total peace of mind while hell might be the torrent of questions that keep obliterating our beliefs. Also many people look forward to death because they believe that God or some other divine being will tell them the answer to the question that everyone asks themselves at one point of their lives; what is the purpose of our lives (what is the meaning of life)? I like how in The Vampire Lestat (I think) where Lestat wonders if the meaning of life really is revealed. What will happen if there really is no reason or if it is not revealed? Will we have to suffer the question or the answer for ever or shall we just forget about everything? I gyess I'll just have to wait for the answer.

Back to our subject. I think that religion has brought suffering as much as it has brought peace of mind. Are they really so different that we kill each other just to prove that we're right? I guess that once we admit that there is another possibility then our whole belief system is put to question and then nothing seems to be able to completely mend our mental state.

I do have a bit of a quarrel with people who believe that humans are made in God's appearance and those who believe that Jesus will come and take his chosen people to wherever while he leaves the rest of us to die.
Discussing the first theory. I'm not saying that the people who believe this are wrong but there is also the possibility that God looks nothing like us. I for one have never seen him so I can't say what he looks like. If some human decided that he looked like us then that's fine but if someone else said that he was just energy or some other substance then they might be correct as well. I don't know and I don't think that any living person does either.
As for the second issue I don't belief that whatsoever. If I've learned anything about Christ (which I must admit isn't a lot but still) it's that he belived in the goodness of the human spirit which resides in every human being. And also, it says in the Bibloe that thow shall not kill. So how is leaving more than 50% of known living things, and the countless others that are unknown, to die not murder. It would be the biggest sin in the known history of humanity. Of the world even (I don't think that the meteor that killed the dinosaurs knew what it was doing).

So I don't want to knock religion but, just like anything else, it has it's valuable lessons and it's faults. I hope that no one has gotten offended by this because it is only an opinion. I hope that you respect that it is mine and don't judge me too harshly.

Embarrassment

Embarrassment. We've all felt it and we've all been told that it makes you a stronger person. I personally think that that's stupid. Learn from your mistakes sure but I think that I would be very happy if nothing embarrassing would happen to me.

Tonight (about 10 min. ago) I probably had one of the most embarrassing moments of my life so far. Me and my dad were eating pizza which had mushrooms, pepperoni, and sausage. I had my mouth full of the pizza but the cheese was not tearing. Then this huge sausage piece rolled of the pizza and into my shirt. I was freaking out. I couldn't exactly pull it out in front of my dad and I couldn't just leave it there. It was horrifying. So I said that I had to go to the bathroom. I hope that I got away without suspicion.

So whoever made up that crap about thick skin can go shove a sausage piece down his/her shirt in front of their parents and see how it feels.

I know the post was short but I have a challenge. Instead of reviewing, post your most embarrassing moment. Think that your brave enough? I promise I won't laugh (too much). I hope I read some really good ones.

Fear of the Dark

Fear. We've all felt it in one way or another. I went for a walk around 7:30 and it was just beginning to get dark. I got really jumpy all of a sudden and my neck tarted tingling. I kept walking but I noticed that every time I sa another person, I couldn't take my eyes off of them. When I looked at them I felt like they were the last thread that held me to sanity. That got me thinking about why everyone is afraid of the dark at some point of their life. I came up ith a fe reasons.

One reason is that e are afraid of what we can't see. No one likes the feeling that they're blind and helpless while their imagination stalks them through the empty streets. My imagination is my worst enemy and the horrible monster that lurks in my shadow.

Another reason is a sense of survival. This ties in with not being able to see or sense anything. Your intincts jut go berserk during this time and a gentle breeze can feel like some creature ripping at your flesh.

I also think that the fear is taught to you by your parents. They have always told you to stay home after sunset because the monsters outside ill grab you and eat you. Then, when you're older they expect you to just overcome those fears. Unfortunately you can't press the delete button and have everything go away.

These are the main reasons why I think that I'm afraid of the dark so forget the bed bugs and hope that you live through your dreams.

Time

What do you feel is a waste of time? What isn't? Which things are put at the top of the to-do-list and which ones can wait?

I know I haven't blogged in more than a while. I keep running out of time for anything computer related. I actually haven't gone on the computer all week. Yesterday was my first time since April 22 which also happened to be the latest blog entry.

So I thought I'd write about timing and what is worth doing and what isn't. I feel that blogging and reading fan fictions are a waste of time. No one other than my friends reads this blog and I can tell them what I feel at school instead of spending time writing it on here. As for fan fictions, they're just remakes of the original.

So why do I keep doing it? Maybe because I want to write ideas down so that the future me can see what I used tot think. Maybe because I want to do what almost all of my friends are doing. I doubt it's any of those reasons. In reality I really have no idea why I keep doing this. All I know is that it's become a habit for me. As for fan fiction, some authors make Jasper really spicy!!!

I don't really have any priorities other than homework. I don't even do chores. Everyone has things to do and it's funny how we sacrifice time for things that we probably don't need to do or fuss about.

My to-do-list is probably filled to the brink with things that don't really need to be done. Like cleaning my room. That's what grandma's for. Just kidding. She likes to clean my room. It can be spotless and she'll still vacuum or dust. She's a good example of someone wasting their time without knowing that it's being wasted.

What things are really worth doing? I have no idea. If you think about it logically even homework has no real value. It's just a piece of paper that teaches us a lesson that we'll forget anyway. In the end it's just a waste of time and resources. I guess travelling is worth time but does it matter? I don't really think so.

Maybe time is just something we create for ourselves to keep us nervous and in line. Imagine a place without time. You could do anything or nothing and it wouldn't matter. I don't know if I would like that or not but it wouldn't matter in that place anyway.

This post is probably another waste of time since it is confusing and not really interesting but I felt like I had to write it. I hope it's interesting enough to keep you reading the better ones to come.

Peer Pressure

I was thinking about how I really don't want to run today but that I would do it anyway and I started wondering why I do it. I think it's partially cause it make me feel kinda good and because it makes me more muscular but mostly for my looks. I know that my friends tell me that I look fine but it's others who affect my judgement.

I hate the fact that many people only appreciate us for how dumb we are and how big our goodies are. It's stupid how a D student would make fun of an A student when it should be the other way around. Many people dumb themselves down and never reach their potential just because someone makes them feel crummy.

Yesterday some boy called me a nerd and it really hit my self esteem. I came home and I felt like getting Fs in all of my classes. Then I remembered that, in the long run, it wouldn't help me get a good job or any of my other ambitions.

Still the effect of that one little comment made me rethink everything about myself. And when I see which girls are going out right now I see that they are pretty, skinny, and know how to flirt very well. I am none of those things so it's scary to think that my whole Middle School and High School experience will be filled with regret and jealousy at the social princesses.

I just hope that it turns out better. But I do know that words hurt more than anything else and can change the lives of everyone who is offended by them. That's why I won't criticize anyone on their looks and will focus on their actions. I don't want to be mean to anyone because if I hurt them as much as I got hurt, I would feel awful.

Teachers

My mom asked me if we had to do P.E. in the heat and that got me thinking about all of my teachers. I think that the harsher the teacher is, the more the students will not do what they are told.

My math teacher is really fun and jokes around with us. That's why we're good about being quiet when he tells us to. Science is the same way.

In P.E. our teacher is rude and makes us sit on the blacktop when it's 100 degrees. That's why no one pays any attention to him.

It's just stupid how they try to boss us around. I know that it my parents can't fully make me do everything that they tell me to, no teacher will be able to force me to do anything. I'm not going to be disrespectful but if they're acting immature then I will too.

I know that this was short but it's all I have for tonight.

Spring Break

I know I haven't blogged for a week but it was because I was on Spring Break and it was so filled with so many fun and not so fun things that I couldn't the time to write. Sorry. So I decided to update you to what I did in the time that I didn't blog.

FRIDAY

On Friday I went shopping with my dad and his girlfriend. I bought a shirt from Express. It's really expensive there so I only got one thing and it was 40% off. It's blue and has really cool drawings of lions and musketeer symbols (I think that's what they are) and it says Honor & Glory. I'm kinda into the medieval stuff so I thought it would fit. My dad's girlfriend bought a dress, a sweater, and something else that I don't remember but I kind of agree with my dad that she has way too much white. Color it up a bit.

SATURDAY

Saturday I went to soccer buddy's birthday party!!!!! The theme was Spider Man so she had posters and a red & blue jumper. It was awesome. First we went on the jumper and started dragging (I would say climbing but that word is too graceful) and sliding down. I skinned both of my elbows and my dolphin ring broke. It used to have two dolphins but now it only has one. Tear. TeeTee left early because her thumb hurt. I think she missed a lot of fun because of it but better safe than sorry I guess. We ate and then four or five people (including me) started shooting water guns at each other. I shot Blue Bloods friend (just started the Harry Potter series) on her hand and chased her back to the jumper. I aimed for her back but she dived and I hit her butt. I was laughing so hard. Then this wind started blowing and I was drenched so I felt likie I would freeze. Then we opened presents and finally took a picture on the jumper. Soccer buddy's mom tried to get out but we had already started to slide so she got caught in a tangle of arms and legs just likie the rest of us.
Then my dad picked me up and we had a quiet day.

SUNDAY

I didn't do much but I never blog at my dad's. I feel a little scared at the thought of my parents reading my blog. I'm to open about some stuff I don't want them to know. At least at my mom's I have my own computer.

MONDAY

This was my personal relax day. I stayed in PJs until like 2 in the afternoon and played video games and watched tv. I really didn't have anything to blog about and I didn't feel like it.

TUESDAY

I had planned to wash my dog with Soccer Buddy but my mom took me to visit one of the family friends. I watched her son (18 and still no job!!! Probably the economy) play a video game for 6 hours!! My dog still smells like crap but I have promised myself that I will wash him on my mom's weekend.

WEDNESDAY

I went to my dad's and we had an uneventful day. We watched a few funny movies and this comedian said that instead of crashing into the twin towers, the terrorists should have crashed into Disneyland and I thought that was kind of funny. Not because I like the thought but because of how random it sounded.

THURSDAY

At like 3 o'clock in the morning my dog woke me up by hitting the bed. I was really thirsty but I was way too tired to get up so I fell asleep again. Later that morning I saw that my dog had crapped right next to the bed. So, if I had gotten up to get a drink I probably would have stepped barefoot in my dog's poop. Being lazy had saved me.
My mom got free tickets for a Britney Spears concert so at 6 we left for the Staples Center. I had to pay $20 for parking! But I did like the concert. The Pussycat Dolls were the opening act and they played a few songs that I liked and a few I didn't. Then there was a live circus performance. The most amazing one was when these two guys held a board in the air and this girl jumped from it, did a few flips, and landed back on the board. It was amazing. Then Britney Spears came out and sang until 11pm. She sang Sweet Dreams Are Made Of This by the Eurythmics but I didn't like it that much. I liked Circus, Womanizer, Gimme Gimme, and Piece of Me.

FRIDAY

Friday I can't really remember what I did but I slept like a log so I guess I was busy.

SATURDAY

I did homework for most of the morning. I got so frustrated that I started crying. Then Carey's big boss and his wife (the big boss's). I had a lot of fun talking to them. I went straight back to homework right after they left and had a few minor breakdowns until I went to the pool to relax. I jumped in and regretted it shortly after. The water was freezing! Brrrrr. But them I went to the tanning chair and just lay there for a while. I stayed out for an hour or so and got so hot that I didn't go into the sunlight all day. Then I started my project for the eye. My grandma helped but I got really hysterical and threw a tantrum which is the first I've had since like 3rd grade. I finally finished my math and eye. I could breathe again but my mom was really mad at me. I made it up and promised not to do it again. My family does have ways to push me to my limits so I hope I can keep that promise. We watched Resident Evil: Apocalypse until 11pm.

SUNDAY

I went to this Bulgarian Easter party that my grandma dragged me to. Being stuck in a small car with her and my cousin almost drove me insane. The party was hot and boring and my cousin cried three times because he couldn't keep some other kid's toy. I used up my battery in my IPOD so I had no entertainment. Coming back was worse because I was cranky and my cousin was awful. When we got back Carey checked my homework and I went to bed.

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Hey everyone. Sorry I don't really have antything to write today. I promise I'll have something for you tomorrow.

Reviews and Opinions

I'm trying to blog everyday but it's so hard to get into the habit. At least TeeTee's happy. :P.

Today we were talking about people writing comments on what we write so I decided to write about reviews today.

I really like it when people review because I feel that a person has taken some time from their day to tell me what they think about my work. TeeTee doesn't like it when someone writes a bad review but I think that they're just stating their opinions. If you don't like bad reviews then block them out. I don't mind critics because I want to know how to make something better.

Of course some reviews are a very harsh and I don't like how they only focus on the bad things. They wouldn't want me going to their blog and saying that it's boring or not well written. If it's that bad then they shouldn't read it.

So I would rather be criticized lightly than inappropriately. I don't mind a harsh criticism once in a while but keep in mind that I'm only human (I think). I get that sometimes people do bad reviews because they're upset or just want to do a joke but remember that the person who wrote whatever your reading wrote what they felt and it's wrong to say that they're wrong. In their eyes you might be the one that sounds foolish or wrong.

Remember that the next time you review and don't forget to do that when you finish reading this entry. :)

Blogging

Hey, I know I haven't blogged in a long time but I was at a loss for ideas. So now I have this booklet that I can write ideas in. I'm so excited.

Anyway, I want to blog about, well, blogging. I first got the idea from my friend TeeTee. She would always tell me and my other friends about the great blogs she had seen and made so I thought I should try it.

I read a little bit of her blog and saw a bunch of good ideas so I thought I would try it. At first it was kind of hard to think of something that would catch peaople's attention and I finally wrote that I didn't have anything to write.

Later I tried writing about the things that I did but it seemed like I was writing a diary and not a blog. So I went to see what my other friend, Emily the Strange, had written in her blog. I haven't been on for a while so I forgot. Oops.

I tried to write about something random but nothing came to mind. I'm not a blogging genius after all. So I decided to write about stuff I did and then write my opinions.

That worked out well but I got bored. So I decided to do a survey of what others felt instead of just what I felt. That was fun but it took all of the blogging spirit out of me for a while. That's why I haven't blogged for a while.

I promise to blog more often in the future. Partially because I want to and also because TeeTee will rip my head off if I don't. Bye for know.

Emotions

I was hanging with my dad and we were talking about all of the things that made us happy. I noticed that some of the things I said had never even mattered to me before. So I decided to take a survey of w hat made us happy, sad, and angry when we were seven, what makes us feel a certain way now, and what we think will affect us in the future. So this is what I came up with.

HAPPY

7 years old

-Disneyland
-1o min. extra recces
-Daddy-daughter time
-toys
-free choice friday
-bike
-vacation
-allowance
-friends
-praise from parents

Now

-wearing dresses
-seeing mom
-shopping
-being with friends
-sports
-reading a good book
-being around people
-when the dog doesn't bark
-good grades
-being accepted by others

Adult

-a raise
-see kids happy
-not to be bankrupt
-money
-husband
-good sleep/rest


SAD

7 years old

-parents not there
-no recces
-pets dying
-getting splinters
-divorced parents
-not getting what I want
-not going to school
-dad coming home late
-dying
-being picked on

Now

-school pot smoker
-no friends
-lying
-pets dying
-parents fighting
-going to school
-parent(mostly mom)
-kicked off computer
-loneliness
-dying
-bad grades

Adult

-seeing our kids sad
-loss of close people
-losing job
-children
-wrinkles
-watching kids grow up
-lying


Angry

7 years old

-siblings
-not getting what I want
-sister having her own room and I didn't
-sharing with sibling
-moving
-unfair treatment

Now

-being sick
-sibling
-stupid people
- boys
-reading logs
-everything
-hair
-annoying people
-gossip about me and my friends

Adult

-affairs
-husband
-stupid people
-bad drivers
-finances


So after careful thinking it seems that the most emotional time is right now. All of the people I interviewed were girls so this has nothing to do with guys and I really hope that this doesn't offend anyone. :)

Sick

Today I had a bad cold. I still have it and it's making me miserable. It doesn't hep much that no one pays attention to me as much as they should because of the baby. Although it wouldn't hurt if my grandma would stop giving me tea and lemon with honey.

Being sick is a win-lose kind of thing. You get to stay home and you don't feel like your ditching. Even though, technically, you still are ditching but with a good excuse. And who wouldn't want a day away from bossy teachers, mean bosses, annoying co-workers, and snooty principles. It's like vacation without asking permission. Not to mention it's the one time everyone you live with pays attention to you and only you. Sounds like heaven right.

But being sick does have it's drawbacks. For one, you feel like a bag of slimy goop that's sitting on a couch doing nothing but moaning and watching television. I'm glad that the weather was nice. My nose felt like it was a leaking drain all day and nothing that I took was helping.

Right now there seem to be more good things that come out of being sick but nothing is worth the feeling of just wasting away. So don't get sick no matter how much you hate school or work.

I have to go so my grandma can perform her wicth-doctor healing rituals. :)

Ball Cart and Cooking Class

Today me and Melanie had to do ball cart. The name explains the meaning. We take kids' ID cards and give them a ball. Then they come back and we give it back in exchange for the ball they used. At the end, we were packing up and some guy just throws the basketball at us and it lands in the back of the room. Melanie goes to get it but forgets that there is a low pipe that is right in front of her. She banged her head so hard that she was more ditsy than usually in P.E. and Language Arts. I guess that's why she didn't get 100% on her quiz. The way she was freaking out you would think that its the end of the world.

Then I had cooking class with soccer buddy and two other friends I don't have nicknames for. We were making Egg and Cheese Tacos yum!!!! Anyway, we were supposed to beat the eggs before we put them on the taco but one of my friends forgot. So she started to beat it while it was on the stove. I t looked like she had fried the egg instead of scrambling it. We were laughing so hard. Lol.

I need help figuring this blogging thing out. I accidentally started following my own blog. I feel so stupid. Maybe I got hit in the head with a pipe.

My dog needs a bath cause he smells like the manure we got from the Home Depot last week. And I nicknamed my baby sister Chubba because her cheeks are so fat. We took pictures and she couldn't smile. They were dragging down her mouth. She is kinda cute right now but I can;t wait for her to start walking.

I Need Some Spice

I got the second season of Grey's Anatomy. I really like Adison and if Melanie (I think that's how you spell it) reads this are they still married?

I'm not really getting a good flow of spice so I don't have that much to blog about. I hope I'm more creative 2moro cause we have to do a writing test and I've been uncreative all week. My grandma drove me crazy about good night sleep and breakfast. She is kinda funny that way.

I went to cooking class. We made smoothies and I was having so much fun. I hope we get to make cupcakes or some other pastries. We only have 5 weeks so I wonder if we'll get any cooking really done.

We were doing this drill in P.E. where we had to step on these pads and get from one end of the basketball court. One of the guys kept stealing one and I got really mad. So when we came back I had two pads in my hand and they were caked with dirt. So I went and wacked him on the side of the head. All of his friends were so mad but me and some of my friends thought that he deserved it.

That's all for 2day. I think I'll blog 2moro if my spice comes back but it might not. So I need some spice from you Melanie.

Truth or Dare, Corvettes, and a Weird Voicemail

Today was so weird for me. It all started with Leadership. A really horny guy in my class and his friends started playing truth or dare. One of my friends joined in and suddenly we were all participating. One of my friends got slapped on the thigh three times and one of the guys shoved his hand in my pocket :P For one of the dares, the horny guy had to hug our math teacher for a minute. He tried but let go too soon and the teacher didn't let him get any closer. Then our Leadership teacher left and there was no adult around. So the guy went to hug another person as a dare and just as he lets go our teacher opens the door and starts using her man voice on him. I was laughing so hard that I couldn't breathe.

Then at like 6 or 7 pm my mom's husband Carey comes home. She calls me and tells me that he needs help getting something out of the trunk. I got up from the coach and started walking out the door. I made sure to grumble a lot so that my mom would know that I was annoyed. Then I saw that he was in a canary yellow 2004 CORVETTE!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He can demo cars from his work and he had gotten a Corvette just like he promised that he would. Then we went on the most thrilling ride of my life so far other than Ghost Rider. He said that he'd take me to school with it so those of you who come to my school and read this better come to the front and witness my moment of glory. Who's QUEEN OF THE WORLD now!! :P

When we came home I went straight to my phone and saw that I had a new voicemail. I thought it was gonna be my random Jacob fan friend but it turned out to be this asian person who kept shouting "One Question!" I showed it to my mom and we both started laughing. Then we watched some SciFi movie called The Fifth Element. It is so weird. But that concludes my day.

Wait. WE WON OUR SCHOOL SOCCER GAME!!!!!!!!!!! Great job soccer buddy :)

MY B-DAY

Hey. It's my B-DAY today!!!!!!!!!!
I'm so happy that I'm finally 13. My stupid computer won't let me into blogger so I got really upset. But I got an ipod nano so I'm really happy. I don't have much to blog about today.

My friend spilled sushi and terri yaki sauce all over her floor and fridge. I called her while she was cleaning. Her sister picked up the phone and told me what happened. It reminded me of the time when she dropped a coke in the movie theater and it exploded all over the floor. She was so funny.

Ok. So I had more to talk about than I thought. Well I have 2 go eat my cake. I know that you're jealous but it's my day and I deserve it. :)

Bye for 2day

Bye for today. I'll blog more tomorrow. :)

My Eventful Day

So I was invited to go see this movie with my friend so of course I said yes.



We were at the corner of my street and we saw this weird guys hopping up and down. We started laughing so hard. Then this other guy comes out of a store and they start making out. YUCK right. IT WAS TWO GUYS!!!!!!



Then we went to see the movie but we couldn't find seats so we sat in the seats reserved for people in wheelchairs. :)



After that (we were at the mall) while we were waiting for some people my friend said "I feel like a stocker looking at all these people." Then I told her that we should look at one person for a long time and see if they do something so we did. Some people smiled, two walked away, and someone even waved but I don't know if he was waving at us or someone else. We started laughing .

Then we went to this bookshop. Someone cut the cheese and it stunck up the whole store. We ran to the back to escape the stench but it followed us. I got two new books.

Then we went to Cherry On Top. The car next to us had a stripper picture on it. It was nasty :P. I had chocolate and vanilla and topped it with chocolate sprinkles, chocolate chips, chocolate chips with sprinkles on them, caramel, chocolate fudge, and rasberries. I might have put something else but I don't remember. I paid for mine and my friend's so that my mom would think that I bought my own movie ticket even though it was my friend's mom. I hope she doesn't get mad if she finds out.

While we were eating some people blew their stereo. It was a really bad song in my opinion but I won't judge. Then they started dancing in their car so we tried to imitate them. I thinkthat they saw us cause they stopped. We were laughing really hard.

Then they dropped me off. That was the end of my misadventures so far.

Cheating

I read this really cute Twilight fanfic. It was about James and Victoria but everyone was mortal. James was cheating a lot and I really don't get why people do it.

If you love someone then you should be loyal to that person. And if you don't just break it off and you might not hurt the person you were with that much.

I'll probably blog about something else later. Toodles 4 now.

Weekends, Parent Problems, and Other Stuff

I"m so excited that it"s the weekend. I hope that I don't have to do anything.

Except for helping with my baby sister. I wish I had a picture for her. She isn't even a month old yet.

My mom always gets mad because I don't spend enough time out of my room but I feel that she needs to respect my personal space a little more. Not to mention that I don't enjoy their ( my mom and her new husband) company. Carey's mother came yesterday and this morning she had the nerve to call Carey ( my mom's husband- he's a guy) my father. It really got me upset but I've never really liked her anyway. I almost corrected her but my mom's got this thing about me "interrupting people when they talk. She always interrupts me.

My shift button still doesn't work and I'm getting frustrated.

I can't wait!!!! My dad's gonna get me a new laptop for my birthday. I just hope that his girlfriend doesn't need any money cause he always helps her out. Not that that's a bad thing. i really like her. She's funny and stuff but sometimes I feel really left out.

My friend Maya is really good to talk to about this stuff. She knows how it feels for your parents to be divorced. And she always knows how to make me laugh.

My School Day

Still raining but I'm beginning to enjoy it. Today was really fun. The funny thing is that rainy days are always supposed to be downers. But when I'm with my friends I feel a lot happier. One of my friends, Maya, is always really random. I pretended to be mad at her in P.E. and she just wouldn't stop talking and asking me random questions like "quote" "What if I'm going blind, oh no, what if I end up like Helen Keller?" She even asked me to scream something in her ear and wave my hand across her face just to proove that she's fine.
Then at lunch my other friend Emily accidently spilled her applesauce on her sweatshirt and it looked like she threw up on it. So I offered to give her mine but she refused. I took it off anyway and we walked into the cold with our t-shirts. I wasn't that cold though, I didn't even have any goosebumps.
Then Keanna (Bella Cullen :) ) was screaming about getting new ideas for her new blog entry on her "spice". Kelly told her that her mom had spices in their cupboard that were older than she was.
We got cake in Leadership and since my birthday is this month, I was one of the first people to get some. Jackie got frosting all over her jacket so I called her "Piggy".
I still don't know who Nini is because every time Keanna tries to explain it to me, she either starts whining about it or goes to another subject.
I wonder if Kelly is still mad at me. She seemed in a good mood today but she usually ignores me. I still want to invite her to my birthday party though. I just hope that she comes. She hasn't gone to any of my other parties. I just wish that shewould tell me why she doesn't like me. I am also starting to befriend Beverlee and Kelly doesn't like her that much. I don't think that's the reason though. She was ignoring me way before I started to get along with Beverlee.
Oh and if Keanna reads this: SPICE!!!!!!!

I hope it doesn't rain. I hate the cold. It makes me sad :(

I don't feel very creative 2day.